Reminisce
Inside the dark
I do not weep tonight
But my sorrow knows itself.
Free my voice for just tonight
Lost in my dreams, my expectations
Broken doll dances without strings tonight.
Markings reminding me of my final question;
Why?
Posted at 11/13/2004 3:59:56 am by Tristania
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I fucking hate my life
and wasting it like this
for what? Nothing
Fucking hell.
I don't even know where my knife is.
+Note: Safety pin = a very poor substitute for knife
Posted at 11/13/2004 2:43:46 am by Tristania
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Guh. Making up datas for my Science Project.
I had a depressing moment for a while at school but then anyway.
I was buying ice cream with my sister when that Aya girl (lesbian/bi) came behind me and was like "it's youuu"
me: yes..it's meee.
her: are those handcuff earrings?
me: um yes
her: (whisperish tone) Will you handcuff me?
me: er..MY SISTER IS RIGHT HERE
her: oh hi.
my sister: O_o o_O
her: ('stroking' my hair) I like your hair..it's so pretty
me: .ermm..amy let's run >_<
..........That was so fucking scary xD
She's Kathy's girlfriend, I think.
Posted at 11/4/2004 5:39:08 pm by Tristania
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+Why are people so...unpleasant? -JTHM-+
Fuck yeah. Today was an awesome day
I went to the halloween store and saw a lot of stuff, bought a whole mass of shits xD
Lot of accessories..another fishnet pantyhose, a spiked skull necklace, a huge dragon necklace, a red feather boa with black tips...
They had like "whole lacey body suit" which said stuff like "crotchless"
Which reminded me a lot of my boyfriend but no I don't really feel like thinking about that right now
I also got......
.Hack// #1 manga just cause.
OMG I GOT FFVII XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD....................I so happy ;-;
I also got......
JOHNNY THE HOMICIDAL MANIAC #1~6.....xD
I have a feeling my boyfriend would really like Nny
But uhm why the hell do I keep bringing him up? :D
(Huh. Now that I think about it, I dun even know if he's my boyfriend anymore)
Anyway
Reading them now..so fucking awesome. God I love Nny. Nny's sexy =9
Posted at 10/24/2004 7:11:28 pm by Tristania
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Current Music: Some gay song by Ashley Simpson..someone please get it out of my head X_x
Current Book: Greek Mythology book..so awesome...so many naked people.
Current Drawing: Lots....Too much..
Currently Playing: American McGee's Alice
Dang. Haven't written in a while huh.
Random title by the way.
Damn my club rocks...or the people in in anyway
I 'hang around' in the room for lunch everyday instead of just Monday and Friday now..it's fun =9
I don't know how to spell her name correctly, Cathy or Kathy for short. She almost humped me and the teacher said "don't hump the little girl until she's comfortable"...lmao xD!!!!!
She also let me play with her pretty lighter. Yay!
And then there was another girl who was like "I'm Xena, the warrior princess!!" and kept saying "Go Gabriel!!" to Cathy/Kathy so she'd attack this guy...xD
And she asked my name, I said Fina, and she's like "XENA AND FINA (it rhymes) YOUR MY EVIL TWIN, FINA!!"
Later, this movie was on TV although no one was really watching it, and there was a part where you could see the girl take shower, and Cathy/Kathy kept rewinding and watching that part over and over again..xD and then "Xena" was like "Who here thinks rape is hot (or was it "Who here gets turned on by rape?")" and she raised her hand, Cathy/Kathy raised her hand, and..I Raised my hand xD
Overall, those people are awesome. n_n
Later near the end of the lunchtime, Cathy/Kathy hugged me very tight for no reason at all.
I'm telling you, these people are awesome.
Posted at 10/19/2004 2:15:11 pm by Tristania
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